Have you ever taken a second to stop...realize how much you have on your plate... AND COMPLETELY FREAK OUT?! Anxiety has been taking its toll on me lately and it doesn't really sink in until I actually take a second out of my day to stop and organize in my head what all I have to accomplish in the next coming months. Wondering if I should be writing more in my planner, making more reminders and calendar notes in my phone or add to my post it note collection also sparks anxiety! Sometimes my mind races so much it is hard for me to even concentrate on what is at the top of my list and or my extreme priorities.
Conducting my lists and all the numerous upcoming events in my head I come to terms that my apartment is in fact at the top of my list. With our lease being up at the end of December with scheduled move out date to be New Years, you can only imagine how much I am stressing about this situation in this already busy time of the year! Reassuring myself that I will find a new place as well as coordinating with my current leasing office to see about other possible move out dates whether before or after our scheduled one is in my best interest as well. I hope to plan and prepare things out accordingly as I am sure most people know the stresses of moving are horrific.
Learning to better plan ahead and prepare is something I am always striving to do better with. Waiting to the last minute not only causes stress but more often than none a faulty outcome or just not the best. In order to be successful and push myself and my capabilities I think taking on being a better planner is a great task for me to manage. I feel thinking about all my tasks I have yet to complete and resolve only worries me more and makes me spiral down a path of anxiety. I feel as if I look at things differently in the sense of a positive manner and that "they will get done," and "first things first," attitude all will be okay and work out well in the outcomes of each event or task. It is all about maintaining that positive attitude while actually getting stuff done that will help me to better prepare as well as be completely successful in anything I do as a result. :)

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